Small world!

Assalammualaikum~

It's been along time since i update my blog..

actually something had happen today..

it's about my crush. a very very long time ago crush!

well, I'm COINCIDENTLY MET HIM TODAY!!

i USED to love and like him.

but it WAS before.

since he move to other school, i'll never felt that feeling anymore. 

at first, i felt the pain and even i cried because i really miss him but time flies! and i'm already okay now. 

i'm also already have someone else in my heart now.

but i'll never told him that i like him.

okay back to the point.

I MET HIM!!

i met him at my friend's house because my friend do an openhouse.

she have a brother and  her brother's friend is my ex-crush!

only Allah will know what am i felt today.

i'm AFRAID! i'm afraid that i will fall in love with him again! 

my hand trembling like crazy! i felt that this whole world stop when i saw him!

my heart was going to explode!

my bestfriend only smile and laughing at me when she saw him.

Ugh.. i hate her!! :p

then i text her to stop laughing at me!!

thank god she's stop laughing after that.

or else i will kill her. lol..

then i went to the table to take some food,

but why must at that time he's going back?!!

don't misunderstand first! it's not like i want him to stay!

it's because i'm beside of the front door!

and he has to pass beside me.

moreover, the place is so crowded!!

then, he said 'tumpang lalu' so that he can go to the door!!

i have to squeezing my body that time! then, he go..

my heart is going crazy again and my hand is trembling even more!! 

my hand can't stop trembling until i go back home!!

ugh!! i hope i'll never meet him ever again.

he's such a pain in the neck!!

i still can't stop thinking,

why in this such of big world i meet him there?!!

actually this is not the first time i saw him. but second!!

then, i began to think that this world is not so big as i thought before!

it's such a small world...