Am i heart broken?

i was walking alone at this some place. Feels like i'm at overseas. but, its really weird. i feels like i just have broken hearted. i am really a mess. i did'nt wear my hijab, i just wear a t-shirt and a long pants. i hold a book. its not really a book. it's a drawing book. while walking i keep thinking the same thing! this is the weird part. 'why are you leaving me, DUJUN?' dujun that dujun this and that's all i think about. its really weird cause Dujun is not my bias. how come i fall in love with him? lol

then i reach home. i saw a man sit a few metres away from my house. but i dont care at all. all i want is back to my house and get a good sleep. but as i walked pass through him. he called my name. he called for numerous time, actually. i kept thinking about dujun. i'm in my own world that's why i didnt really heard that he's calling my name. after that, i turn around and look at him. straight in the eyes. Sungjae?! what? ok this is getting weird! First Dujun and now Sungjae? what is this? 

back to the story~

i turn around and look at him. i said 'hmmm?' i tilted my head a little bit cause he's so tall. then he said "why arent you wearing hijab?" i shocked! i really shocked! but then everything became blur and start to fade. until it become a pitch black. then, i heard someone calling my name. my eyes shot open. it was my mom who wakes me up! 

so.... actually this is all a dream? yes! huh.. thank goodness its a dream! but seriously, this is the weirdest dream i've ever dreamt about k-idol! seriously! like seriously! 

the biggest question is......am i heart-broken? when am i falling in love? as far as i know i only LIKE this someone. not LOVE! it doesnt makes any sense! seriously! or is this dream about the future? am going to experience a painful love and broken heart? and......why am i not wearing hijab like i always do whenever i'm outside my house? 

i dont know why but i've keep dreaming about something connected to love lately..

i've dreamt about husband..... i've dreamt about holding a baby.... yes i know its kind of funny! haha 

hmm.. maybe its because i read novels few weeks ago.. its about love, husband, betrayal and so on..